How much I matter

I guess I am starting to see how much I matter. Seems like I keep being ditched, and from the people I never expected it from.. Maybe I need to rethink my life path. Graduation is in exactly two weeks, and I have nothing to show for it. No job. No apartment. And no idea what I want to do.

Not who I thought I was

Today I sat alone at dinner. I went late thinking no one would be there. I was wrong. And sitting alone, in the back corner of the Commons, I  realized something about myself.

I have no friends. And this is my fault. I am not a nice person.

I am the person that gets friends, but cannot keep them.

This needs to change.